the devil is a guy in boots and a hat. he looks a lot like jack nicholson but he’s taller than that. the devil is a girl in a strapless top. she’s got all the equipment. she knows what’s what. the devil is a drug in your bottom drawer. it’s sweet and irresponsible. and you just want some more. the devil is god in a long white robe. he’s driving a mustang. and he’s coming down your road. and he’s got a winning smile. i’ve dreamt i was in los angeles. and everyone i met was really pleased to see me. and shake my hand. and shoot the breeze. on a warm sunny day in los angeles. and the devil was there. i’ve dreamt i was in new york. and i could walk the walk. and talk the talk. i’d changed my ways and given up pork. and i saw the devil in a central park apartment in new york. yeah he was there. i’ve often dreamt i was at woodstock. saw jimi and joe and the who when they were hot. but i always wake up at the same spot. and that’s the devil’s work. tell me i am fearless. reassure me with that cheerless way you have about you. i don’t doubt you. that there’s nothing left to lose. tell me i am willful. as we sink another glass full. pour me another drop of courage and send me on my way. push me in the deep end. as would only a true friend. don’t ask if i am ready. just tell me i am beautiful. tell me i am brave. then push me in and walk away. and tell me i am strong enough. and all that reassuring stuff. like weakness is a virtue. and it’s the things you can’t give up that come back to hurt you. but that’s what makes you stronger. and the doubter’s line grows longer. as you tell me i am beautiful. tell me i am brave. tell me i am fearless. in your reassuring way. words. words are easy when you’re on your own. now you’re here. they’re all gone. time. time was always on my side. now it’s playing for the other team. i don’t remember when this happened. it’s like an old letter that i’d never opened. never realising it’s intention. i just sat there looking at it. never thought to mention. that i couldn’t find the words to say. and now it doesn’t matter anyway.